The Client Devestation

Broken bones

2005-05-26T00:02:13Z

I can't help but feel like everything is over. My last day of my high school career was today. I never have to do that again, 4 years of what seemed to be like high school hell is over. I look back and know its not that bad and I acually met some of the most amazing people ever. Summer 05. IM OUUUUUUUUUUUUTTTTTTTTT.

GFTKR
BBC
CLIENT
<3

0hdoctor_doctor @ 2005-05-08T02:57:00

2005-05-08T07:02:21Z

basically im wiicked bad ass'

or rocco too but thats about it.

well kendra and brendan also. thats it.

like a brother, we need to shred soon.

The Crew get well soon.

oh wait! lainee is also wiicked bad ass.

oh erin and phil get well soon.

<thekill3

0hdoctor_doctor @ 2005-04-26T15:35:00

2005-04-26T19:37:38Z

dedicated to The Crew

hang tough guys. I miss you punx. Rocco serious shredding on friday.

0hdoctor_doctor @ 2005-04-20T13:37:00

2005-04-20T17:38:10Z

So on friday I have to go to Maine with momma D. It sucks that I have to spend my last weekend of april vacation in fucking Patten, ME, but I havent seen anyone up there in forever! Whoa I havent updated in forEVAAAHH
DuckXXCore

0hdoctor_doctor @ 2005-04-09T01:06:00

2005-04-09T05:07:07Z

who wants to have a hip hop dance off i swear i'll own you.

0hdoctor_doctor @ 2005-04-02T12:22:00

2005-04-02T17:28:48Z

Last night was fairly good.

+Getting picked up by rob-bob r.j. and kristin.
-the discusting smell in robbies car.
+rippin' up the mini ramp with my boi's
+the crew practice
+chinese food at Kdawgs with rocco, kendra, brendan, robbie, gretchen, I really dont care bout them other ho's
+the crew pit in bedrooms
+backflips
+free beer
+the crossings action
-discusting girls talking to me and asking for hugs
+punks can be serious and talk too.
-cops
-cops
-fat dickhole cops
+The crew and company

today
-work
-rain
ChickenWingLeftXClient

0hdoctor_doctor @ 2005-03-31T20:34:00

2005-04-01T01:37:44Z

Almost friday see you soon crew &company.

Get well soon ace.

someone really needs to cut my hair any takers?

0hdoctor_doctor @ 2005-03-29T14:58:00

2005-03-29T20:03:48Z

Dear Client + The Crew,

I have to make a new video for adv. T.v. Production class, and I need you guys. I'ts mostly skating and music/shows and shit. kinds of like a documentary but not really. We can films us shredding haverhill and downtown amesbury and we can also tape the april 8th show. call me.
GFTKR
ClientXForcefield

im gonna stay 18 forever

2005-03-29T03:26:30Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
ITS MY BIRTHDAY.

Dear my friends,
thank you for making my day incredible. I seriously I dont know what I would do without you guys, you make things amazing.

p.s.Guards stay down because im sick of getting hurt. fuck it. It's almost summer time to go with the flow and not keep expectations, I finally realized somethings will never work out and I can be fine with just friends. They care about me in more and in more ways than you ever could. Im done lets make this summer worth every fucking second.Im declaring road trip and camping right now.

p.s. I also need a prom date!! seriously.

GFTKR
ClientXyour face off

0hdoctor_doctor @ 2005-03-23T22:18:00

2005-03-24T03:27:35Z

sometimes I'll be sitting in the room and I will look around and see all of my friends having the best time, faces that look so certain that they would not rather be anywhere else, I smile real quick but they cant tell I feel the same way. I have great friends, but thats all....just that.

GFTKR
ClientKids
pure brotherhood.

0hdoctor_doctor @ 2005-03-22T16:13:00

2005-03-22T21:33:50Z

Today it is so fucking nice out. It's really crazy how this weather puts me in such a good mood. I think most things have been reasonably good lately. most. I mean I got into college, ill be 18 in 6 days, the weather is getting better, and its closer and closer to prom/graduation. Also the whole boxing/fighting thing has become more and more of a release for me, and it helps keep me focused on the concrete things in my life, my friends. The only people and factor in my life right now that remains strong. Im really glad that I dont have to work today, I also dont have school on thursday or friday. I tool saturday off so I could do something for my birthday but that doesnt look like it will happen. Ill spend most of today skating. Photo trip on monday to boston.. someone go so i can have someone to talk too.

Be courteous to all, but intimate with few, and let those few be well tried before you give them your confidence. True friendship is a plant of slow growth, and must undergo and withstand the shocks of adversity before it is entitled to the appellation.

Go skate and get wrecked

0hdoctor_doctor @ 2005-03-16T20:44:00

2005-03-17T01:44:48Z

MATTHEW GOT INTO COLLEGE!!!!!!!!

0hdoctor_doctor @ 2005-03-15T18:51:00

2005-03-16T00:02:32Z

a really pointless tuesday.

+I took a shower and a nap.
+Ive had a lot of time to think by myself today.
-I dont like the way things are right now.
-I havent acually gone out and done something for awhile.
-The Crew not playing.
-no house party with The Crew
-The way people act when a familiar face comes around again.
-My mom making me go to epping with her
+Going to MB with joncon and emily
+pizza.

0hdoctor_doctor @ 2005-03-13T18:53:00

2005-03-14T00:03:21Z

Okay,
Im kind of getting sick of practice with my brothers band. I need to be in something that I like. Rocco and Kendra lets get this band shit off the ground. We can practice at my place. Im checking out some p.a.'s. I declare jam time next week sometime.
<3Rodriguez.

0hdoctor_doctor @ 2005-03-12T23:52:00

2005-03-13T04:53:35Z

Fucking Skate....the key to life.

0hdoctor_doctor @ 2005-03-12T14:34:00

2005-03-12T19:36:29Z

Engines
......................
Checked

0hdoctor_doctor @ 2005-03-10T22:26:00

2005-03-11T03:43:05Z

Okay so this whole school thing lately seems less and less important and so I dont do shit, then people dont get into easy colleges and I get scared. I only applied to Umass Amherst mostly because Im lazy but partially because Im hoping that I will not get excepted and I will get to stay with some of the friends that are still around. I know its a bad approach but I already feel like Im losing touch with some of the people i care about the most.

Today school went by really quick and I went into work at 3. Work also went by quick because I got to go on delivery. After work Everyone went to sarahs for some reason and tried knitting. most failing horribly. but Rchel did get me a gingerbread cookie with frosting from Market Basket and that pretty much made my day. Things have been crappy lately, I think its just Crew withdrawals. I think they have a show the 18th with Stin and the Beatoffs. That will be awesome. Well Im going to put my blanket on my heater and go get a snack by the time I get back my blanket with be so toasty and I'll throw it on me and hop into bed. Ill probably fall asleep listening to good music. Tomorrow is friday, Im excited...I have to go to school and make it a full week. I Swear.

ClientXLove
GFTKR thecrewsaveslives

0hdoctor_doctor @ 2005-03-08T18:23:00

2005-03-08T23:30:09Z

Update!

Im at Robbie's right now recording the new demo. It's going to be gnar. All you guys are fucking buying one too.
GFTKR.
ClientXLove

0hdoctor_doctor @ 2005-03-02T19:31:00

2005-03-03T03:32:00Z

I want a ginger bread cookie with frosting from market basket!!!!

0hdoctor_doctor @ 2005-02-28T23:54:00

2005-03-01T05:01:49Z

Most of the time I dont get how things work, or people rather. Why can I never make up my mind, and why is timing always against me. Im serious, what the fuck is wrong with me. I beginning to think its useless to try to make something work when the odds are against you.
GFTKR
ClientXLove

0hdoctor_doctor @ 2005-02-27T21:22:00

2005-02-28T02:23:56Z

I hate the way things drift.

0hdoctor_doctor @ 2005-02-21T21:13:00

2005-02-22T02:28:57Z

You know what scares the fucking shit out me seriously. The fact that Im going to be away from everyone I truly care about after the summer. I mean I come back for holidays but thats not nearly enough to make everything not awful. You know who you are... you guys have changed my fucking life seriously I could die today and I would know that I have had more fun and experienced more than most people will there whole lives. I cant believe everything that had happend over the past few years. I dont want to grow further apart from the only people who care about me. I dont want new friends I truly believe people can not get muc better than you guys. I dont want to start fresh I'm perfectly fine with the way things are now. Ive been getting reakky down about this shit lately because me going away is not far away. What do I have left the remainder of the school year and summer THATS IT. So ive been trying to look at in a positive way. This summer will be the best fucking summer of my life. finally getting of of my shit hole fucking high school. I want to do everything this summer every night will be a memory I can look back on. I want to experience the most amazing times. I believe a road trip is in order no matter what. Im risking everything this summer to have the best time. think of a time when me and you (who ever is reading this) made a memory. There are so many. Im looking forward to being closer to everyone I am currenty friends with. Lets make this summer absolutely fucking amazing, I'll never forget you guys ever. Im done im done i just wanted to get that out and let you know that I care about you guys.

GFTKR
ClientXLove

0hdoctor_doctor @ 2005-02-21T10:48:00

2005-02-21T15:53:40Z

I was going to write a good long update to say hows things are lately but its pretty much pointless and Im acually not sure whats been going on, a lot of things...some good some bad. I think I should really start sleeping morre or something because lately I've been so...crappy. SLEEEEP.
GFTKR
CLientXLove

0hdoctor_doctor @ 2005-02-16T22:08:00

2005-02-17T03:10:46Z

Engines checked!!! I dont work tuesdays at all ever. makes plans!
GFTKR
CLIENTxLOVE

0hdoctor_doctor @ 2005-02-06T18:01:00

2005-02-06T23:02:41Z

I already can't fucking stand it